I'm completely new here but I just wanted to let you know that you aren't alone in having had some rough spots lately. The last year has been a tough one for a lot of reasons here too.
I think that it takes a big man to admit some of the stuff you mentioned right out in the open like this. It really gives me some renewed hope for humanity that a bunch of random strangers can be understanding and supportive like I see happening here.
I hope things ease up for you (and the rest of us) and that you can continue to make the most of what each day hands you. Onward and upward.
To those of you here taking time out of your day to say a kind word, rock on. I'm looking forward to getting to know you guys and this place. I have been learning a lot so far. What a great place you have all made here.
I've been down that road and there will be days when you think you can't make it, can't take another step forward, can't go back. But stay strong and never give up. Come here and vent. Take it day by day.
"The sky might not be falling but the clouds are rolling in and freedom is on the run." tpharkman ..,, "The future ain't what it used to be." Yogi Berra