This is more of a venting self pity post but i am also asking for my friends to keep my family in your thoughts...
My fiancee was diagnosed 2 yrs ago with Polymyositis after 1) Getting clean from drugs and 2) battling Breast Cancer.
The disease destroys her mobility and wears her down, but shes takes her anti-inflammatory and pain meds and fights through everyday and if you met her on the street you would never know that there were days where she cant get out of bed.
She eats right and doesn't smoke and was going to school so she could help support our family (shes on disability and hates it) Shes an amazing woman and has taken on my boys as her own...there is no "Your Boys/My Boys" in our home.
At her last check-up/physical the doc gave us bad news...He told us it is terminal and gave her 3-5 yrs.
This woman has been the only woman in the world to ever give my opinion any weight, only woman to ever treat me as an equal and treat me as I should be treated and now I dont get to enjoy her for the rest of my life....
I am numb about it, she has humor and we haven't told many people. We have told her oldest son and my oldest so that they know that they may be called upon to do a lil more around the house.
She has decided that nothing changes and I don't know how she does it but everyday is a good day..she doesn't let it slow her down or get her down.
I don't know why its happening to her, its not fair to any of us and i am not going to take the time to question it...
I just needed to let it out and vent somewhat.
Thank you for listening to me complain/bitch again about the curve balls thrown at me.