This may turn into a rant but I just need to vent. I have had a pretty bad year so far and it feels like it is gonna get worse.
Last summer I went out one night after work to have a couple of drinks with some friends. I had a little to much and ended up getting a DWI. I did my court and had to spend 2 weeks in the county lockup. It ended up costing me my job that I had held for 9 years. And since then I have yet to find consistent work, but not for a lack of trying.
My girlfriend has stood by me this whole time and supported me, even tho I have been far from a good boyfriend during this time.
We have been together for basically 2 years. The only time we were not together was for 1 week in month 2. I hooked up with my ex and thought I might get back together with her, obviously I didn't and my girlfriend took me back.
But back on topic. Lately I can tell that the situation is starting to take a toll on her emotionally. We are fighting all the time now and the fights don't end. I haven't slept in my own bed in 2 weeks, I've been staying with my best-friend.
I'm scared now because she is going to visit her parents in Florida and I just have a bad feeling that she isn't gonna come back.
I'm not normally one to believe in the power of prayer or ask for it, But I feel like I'm out of options.
So brothers and sisters of the leaf please help me pray that she comes back to me. I don't want to lose her forever. She is one of the best things to ever happen to me.
Sorry for ranting on, but just know that any prayers are greatly appreciated.